Wednesday, June 30, 2010

ME



Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday

Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change

Seems like something's just not the same
What could I say

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away

Was it something I said
Or something I never did
Or was I always in the way

Could someone tell me what to say
To just make you stay

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't wannna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again, again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't wanna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Weltschmerz




















too fast you accelerated
finally crashes as it went drifted
things that are given, you took for granted
too late you realize, already exploded

once everything got heated
you'll feel problems overcrowded
it's like you're being arrested
never again, will be accepted

you thought you've won single-handed
but actually you're long defeated
once you destroy what you created
no more can be done, but to be left stranded

in every single one you've dated
you'll eventually be blacklisted
it's not as perfect as it appeared
maybe this is how it's engineered

Monday, June 28, 2010

Mistake



Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh

I guess there's no point, saying this now
It's done and you're gone, this doesn't count
But now that you've gone away, I realize every day
I made a mistake, you're the best thing I've ever found

But now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Always a day too late

I'm done I know, for waiting this long
There's no explanation, for letting you go
And you were right all along, I missed you bad when you're gone
I finally opened my eyes and now I'm standing alone

And now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

When you were into me, I didn't want to be bothered
But now I finally see, but you've moved onto another
Now honestly I get, the reason why you left
But damn I wish I had you back cause

Now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

And now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Always a day too late
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Always A Day Too Late

In The Morning



I can’t remember why we fell apart
From something that was so meant to be
Forever was the promise in our hearts
Now more and more I wonder where you are

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
I miss you

Still have your picture in a frame
Hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane
How I wish that you would call, to say

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
I miss you

I miss you
I miss you

(no more)
Loneliness and heartache
(no more)
Crying myself to sleep
(don't want no more)
Wondering about tomorrow
Won’t you come back to me
Come back to me

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
I miss you

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up, reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime

I Miss You

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Coming Undone




















things often strike like a cyclone
it will grow, and it will be known
i'm lying like a helpless stone
waiting to be draft, or to be blown

or maybe i'm an ice-cream cone
can't stand and stay on my own
i were once sitting on the throne
now memories are being ground and flown

hoping there's a you that i can clone
cause i hate it when i'm all alone
the feeling chills me to the bone
you'll understand, if you're in the zone

thought of picking up the phone
but i'm afraid of the busy tone
i regret for what i've shown
maybe i'm just a player on loan

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Living Memory



I didn't know what it meant to be alone
I didn't know till the day you've gone
That I could ever feel this miserable
Without you here with me

But now I'm standing looking in the mirror
Wondering whatever happened to our love
Deep down I thought that there would always be an us
Since you disappear I know

That time won't wait for no one
You gotta say what you want
If you were here with me now
I'd tell you you're the one
Cause you're the closest thing to an angel, that i've ever met
So don't you worry I'll never forget you

Although you can't be here by my side
I feel you near me when I close my eyes
So I won't let your memory come to an end
When I said forever, that's just what I meant
Forever
Forever
Always in my heart forever

Now every moment I'm imagining your face
And all the little silly things you used to say
This is the pain that I can barely tolerate
Never thought it'd be this rough

Now when I smile infront of people it's a fake
Cause deep inside I'm cryin for my baby
Its gonna be a while before I'm ok
Cause now that you're gone I know

That time won't wait for no one
You gotta say what you want
If you were here with me now
I'd say that you're the one
Cause you're the closest thing to an angel, that i've ever met
So don't you worry I'll never forget you

Although you can't be here by my side
I feel you near me when I close my eyes
So I won't let your memory come to an end
When I said forever, that's just what I meant

Won't let nothing come between us
No matter how long or how hard it gets
Don't you know you are the reason
That I walk, I breathe, I live, so

Although you can't be here by my side
I feel you near me when I close my eyes
So I won't let your memory come to an end
Cause when I said forever, forever's what I meant
Forever
Forever
Always in my heart forever

Forever's what I meant

Forever
Forever

Always In My Heart Forever

Solitude
















not sure what am i dealing
but it's definitely hurting
i'm at the fast lane speeding
but my heart still ain't healing

wanna get rid of the feeling
but i'm always day dreaming
in the room looking at the ceiling
no matter how i still ain't sleeping

it's my heart that you're stealing
i can't take no more teasing
gotta let 'em out, i can't stop writing
hope it delivers, the someone i'm reaching

it's the fact, that i'm constantly denying
knowing that, it's just so depressing
just let it go, i'm not willing
without you, my heart stop beating

Blurry















you're just so mesmerizing
everything you do, drop dead breathtaking
wherever you're around, it's so comforting
everything in you, exactly what i'm finding

problems keep accumulating
i know you're tired compromising
we just gotta learn more appreciating
cause it's a dead end we're approaching

everything we built, is slowly disassembling
all the memories, blurring and fading
in my world, everything is changing
deep down inside, i'm quietly dying

still being with you, i keep fantasizing
why would i let go, i keep on asking
everything's ok, god i'm lying
the best i ever had, is what i'm waving

Friday, June 25, 2010

Lost













look to my right
look to my left
nothing went right
nothing is left
called to shift sight
date a girl name steph
called to stop the fight
i'd rather be deaf

John Mayer



When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe

Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room
No she's not
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye

Wondering could you stay my love
Will you wake up by my side
No she can't
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hands

Would you get them if I did
No you won't
Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
 

The Waking Up Is The Hardest Part
courtesy of misungo

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Ecstasy To Agony



I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven’s arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear agony
Just let go of  me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it’s gotta be
Dear agony

Suddenly the lights go out
Let forever drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear agony
Just let go of  me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it’s gotta be

Don’t bury me
Faceless enemy
I’m so sorry
Is this the way it’s gotta be
Dear agony

Leave me alone
God let me go
I’m blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There’s nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore

Dear agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it’s gotta be

Don’t bury me
Faceless enemy
I’m so sorry
Is this the way it’s got to be
Dear agony

I Feel Nothing Anymore

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Reminiscence




















miss the smell of your hair
miss the clothes that you wear
miss the things we use to share
miss the way you use to care

right now i'm drown with despair
everything we had, you reap and i tear
should have see it coming, but i am not aware
everything is gone, now i'm back to square

just like sitting on a poker chair
thought i could sweep with a double pair
but a straight or a flush is always there
things bound to happen, even though its rare

ask to think again, i don't dare
ask to feel again, i'll grab it i swear
suffocating in a room with no air
i'm running away, away from this nightmare

Say Stay



Walking out the door this morning
Wondering what it is that's going on with you, on with you
Thinking of a way to say
I'm sorry for something that I'm not sure I do, sure I do

So come on baby let me in and show me what this really is cause

Something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me

Hoping for a moment that I
Turn around and you'll be coming after me, after me
Cause all that I can say is that
It's obvious, it's obvious you're all I see, all I see

So come on baby let me in and show me what this really is about
Cause I cant read you

Come on baby let me in and show me what this really is cause

Something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me, come back to me

And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me
And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me
And I'll be here in the morning if you say stay, if you say stay to me

Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me

Something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say

Come Back To Me

courtesy of juslow

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Irrationality

















one slight mistake..
brings on heartache..
when it cant be retake..
nothing but heartbreak..

Monday, June 21, 2010

The Game














first come pleasure..
then come the pain..
knowing what i treasure..
makes me go insane..
theres no way to measure..
it just aint the same..
i cant bear more pressure..
please just stop the rain..

Living In Disguise



If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry

Cry

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Rhythm & Blues

since this is the first ever post in a blog by scott kor..
the honor will be granted to the best song ever created in the history of men..




Say ohhh
Say ohhh

Say ohhh
Feel like I lost my heart and misplaced my thoughts and
I don't know
Where did it all go wrong, I just couldn't see it comin'
Say ohhh
Maybe it was all my fault, I forgot how to treat a woman
I don't know
While I was playin' around and all the while I was losin'

The best girl in my life for sure
Is about to up and walk out that door
She won't play number 2 anymore
Seems like the waters went dry
And I don't know why

So I'm telling her I'm ready to work on me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
I'm telling her I'm ready to meet her needs
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone

See she decided to up and leave
Before I could give her my apologies
Wish I could bring that girl back to me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
It's too late she's gone

Say ohhh
I wanna wake myself up from this nightmare that I'm dreamin'
I don't know
Why I took your love for granted what the hell was I thinkin'
Say ohhh
I'm missing everything we had, I'd do anything to get you back, yeah
I don't know
How I let you get away guess it's the price that I pay, yeah yeah

The best girl in my life for sure
Is about to up and walk out that door
She won't play number 2 anymore
Seems like the waters went dry
And I don't know why

So I'm telling her I'm ready to work on me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
I'm telling her I'm ready to meet her needs
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone

See she decided to up and leave
Before I could give her my apologies
Wish I could bring that girl back to me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
It's too late she's gone

It's nights like this I wish
I would have never let my baby get away
Takes everything I have, admitting my mistakes
Don't know if I can find my way without you girl
Shoulda took the time to do the little things
I wish I knew what my neglect would bring
You to go further away
See now I know, that it's way too late

So I'm telling her I'm ready to work on me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
I'm telling her I'm ready to meet her needs
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone

See she decided to up and leave
Before I could give her my apologies
Wish I could bring that girl back to me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone

So I'm telling her I'm ready to work on me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
I'm telling her I'm ready to meet her needs
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone

See she decided to up and leave
Before I could give her my apologies
Wish I could bring that girl back to me
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
It's too late she's gone

Say ohhh
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone
Say ohhh
It's too late, she's gone, she's gone, she's gone

IT'S TOO LATE SHE'S GONE...