Finally the long awaited not-music-nor-poem post has arrived..
I used to think I've got nothing left that's capable to even make me think twice about leaving the place I've been living all my life..
I always thought that i can leave this pathetic land immediately without any hesitation if i had a chance..
But now that the departure is drawing closer..
And people have been telling me their thoughts about me leaving..
I just can't help but to think what would I miss out for making this biggest decision of a lifetime..
Of course I'm now taking a turn for the better..
But I'm just leaving so much behind that I never realize it's gonna be so hard for me to let go..
People under the same roof are helping me to reach the ultimate goal..
The father is digging half of the family's fortune for this risky investment..
People say failing should be at the end of the list..
No.. It can't and will not appear in MY list..
The mother just can't stop reminding what is best and should do next..
And just so you know.. You're not losing a son forever.. Hah.. I'll be back someday..
The siblings are backing up all the way..
Bet y'all are gonna be so dead living without your most hyper bro..
Getting to know all these.. It's just so incredible..
But i can just sense this unwilling-ness to see the youngest child leave the shelter very much for good..
I've met all types of people..
Good and bad.. Sincere and deceptive.. Angel and devil..
But this particular group of people I'm sticking with is hell of a different breed..
These are the people you could never ask for to be as a friend..
But I.. I AM a friend..
You see meeting up with the same ol' people literally every single day for no good reasons and still find it enjoyable and funny..
Now you get the picture.??
Ahh my brother from another mother..
They say great minds think alike..
I say terrific minds think alike even under different circumstances..
We both came from a totally different background..
But raised with the same mentality..
We both are the definition of blood brothers..
And 'Mason'.. Hah I gave you that name..
You better not forget me as long as you're still being called after that..
I do realize I'm in the middle of a huge mistake..
But this wrong felt just so damn right..
This perfect little piece of puzzle just fits in my life so intimately that I just can't stop pulling it closer..
It seems I never regret for what I've done..
I only regret why didn't I started this soon enough to settle down and think what's the best step ahead..
Wondering why do heaven send me this perfect angel so late at this stage..
And i can only dream of having it as a part of me..
In the fairytale 'scottabelle'..
Now I know there must be some people which I missed out.. But don't worry..
It's because I can't squeeze out more brain juice to write all these emotional stuff which I usually don't..
I'll still remember every tiny bit of things that y'all did for me..
Not just all the simple farewell party thang.. It's everything we've been through before..
I am very very grateful and thankful for everything landed on me..
Right now I'm leaving a life that i believe many would crave for..
But well.. Humans gotta move on..
And continue walking the path till one point where we have to stop and think back and hopefully will hang a smile on the old wrinkly face..
Here signing out from Malaysia..
And Aussieland.....HERE COMES THE BOOM..
Peace out.. = )