Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Mayday



I'm in here
Can anybody see me
Can anybody help
I'm in here
A prisoner of history
Can anybody help

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Living inside of me

I'm in here
I'm trying to tell you something
Can anybody help
I'm in here
I'm calling out but you can't hear
Can anybody help

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Living inside of me

I'm crying out
I'm breaking down
I am fearing it all
Stuck inside these walls
Tell me there is hope for me
Is anybody out there listening

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Living inside of me

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
Living inside of me

I'm in here
Can anybody see me
Can Anybody Help.??

Monday, September 27, 2010

-scotTunes- 23

Title: Paid My Dues
Artist: Jackie Boyz
Album: Jackie Boyz Single
Rating: 8/10
Comment: Double Up

-scotTunes- 22

Title: And The Band Played
Artist: Jackie Boyz
Album: Jackie Boyz Single
Rating: 8/10
Comment: Double Up

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

If



I'm always here
Waiting for you all alone
Eyes of the night
Just to see, see you home

There's two of us in here
The only only
There's two of us in here
And it's only

I'm always here
All alone without you now
Lights of the night
Just to see you somehow

There's two of us in here
The only only
There's two of us in here
And it's only

Just you wait
Just you wait
Just you wait
Just you wait

(If you run)

I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait for you

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

50/50
















Finally the long awaited not-music-nor-poem post has arrived..

I used to think I've got nothing left that's capable to even make me think twice about leaving the place I've been living all my life..
I always thought that i can leave this pathetic land immediately without any hesitation if i had a chance..
But now that the departure is drawing closer..
And people have been telling me their thoughts about me leaving..
I just can't help but to think what would I miss out for making this biggest decision of a lifetime..
Of course I'm now taking a turn for the better..
But I'm just leaving so much behind that I never realize it's gonna be so hard for me to let go..

People under the same roof are helping me to reach the ultimate goal..
The father is digging half of the family's fortune for this risky investment..
People say failing should be at the end of the list..
No.. It can't and will not appear in MY list..
The mother just can't stop reminding what is best and should do next..
And just so you know.. You're not losing a son forever.. Hah.. I'll be back someday..
The siblings are backing up all the way..
Bet y'all are gonna be so dead  living without your most hyper bro..
Getting to know all these.. It's just so incredible..
But i can just sense this unwilling-ness to see the youngest child leave the shelter very much for good..

I've met all types of people..
Good and bad.. Sincere and deceptive.. Angel and devil..
But this particular group of people I'm sticking with is hell of a different breed..
These are the people you could never ask for to be as a friend..
But I.. I AM a friend..
You see meeting up with the same ol' people literally every single day for no good reasons and still find it enjoyable and funny..
Now you get the picture.??

Ahh my brother from another mother..
They say great minds think alike..
I say terrific minds think alike even under different circumstances..
We both came from a totally different background..
But raised with the same mentality..
We both are the definition of blood brothers..
And 'Mason'.. Hah I gave you that name..
You better not forget me as long as you're still being called after that..

I do realize I'm in the middle of a huge mistake..
But this wrong felt just so damn right..
This perfect little piece of puzzle just fits in my life so intimately that I just can't stop pulling it closer..
It seems I never regret for what I've done..
I only regret why didn't I started this soon enough to settle down and think what's the best step ahead..
Wondering why do heaven send me this perfect angel so late at this stage..
And i can only dream of having it as a part of me..
In the fairytale 'scottabelle'..

Now I know there must be some people which I missed out.. But don't worry..
It's because I can't squeeze out more brain juice to write all these emotional stuff which I usually don't..
I'll still remember every tiny bit of things that y'all did for me..
Not just all the simple farewell party thang.. It's everything we've been through before..
I am very very grateful and thankful for everything landed on me..
Right now I'm leaving a life that i believe many would crave for..
But well.. Humans gotta move on..
And continue walking the path till one point where we have to stop and think back and hopefully will hang a smile on the old wrinkly face..

Here signing out from Malaysia..
And Aussieland.....HERE COMES THE BOOM..
Peace out.. = )

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

History In The Making
















Looking at the calender
Here comes september
I'm on my way to enter
A whole new chapter

It's getting closer
But it ain't getting easier
All the past matter
Is a beautiful disaster

I'm her secret admirer
She gives me a fever
Stuck with thoughts of her
It's beyond my power

Without the eyeliner
Without the pink blusher
She's still a stunner
With her natural colour
 
She's a teacher
Makes her a caretaker
She's a swimmer
Makes her a lifesaver

She's a dancer
Makes her much hotter
She's a cheerleader
Makes me even crazier

She say she's a born stoner
I say she's an absolute killer
She say she's a sad weeper
I say she's my joy advisor

I ask for one answer
She has more to offer
I ask for one favour
She gives me my desire

She wants a daisy flower
I can give something prettier
Wants me to be her chauffeur
I can do much better

I've always been a dreamer
Now I'm finally sober
Leaving to a place way bigger
Only measured by kilometer

Things in the future
No one can weather
I can't help but wonder
What's gonna happen later

We gonna pursue our career
For all the future dollar
She'll soon be a lawyer
And I'll be on an airliner

The only thing we can refer
Is the internet explorer
Hands on the controller
Talk through the messenger

But the mark on our shoulder
Underneath the concealer
No matter how we cover
It's gonna stay forever

The sun is always brighter
When I hear her laughter
The feel of her finger
Is gonna forever linger

Things we did together
A walk I will remember
She's not like any other
I'll miss her forever after

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Rapport

This is to all ma people who've been a part of my life..
Won't be seeing you guys for some time..
Y'all will be missed..
Peace out.. = )



How do I say goodbye to what we had
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday