Wednesday, June 30, 2010

ME



Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday

Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change

Seems like something's just not the same
What could I say

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away

Was it something I said
Or something I never did
Or was I always in the way

Could someone tell me what to say
To just make you stay

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't wannna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again, again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't wanna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Weltschmerz




















too fast you accelerated
finally crashes as it went drifted
things that are given, you took for granted
too late you realize, already exploded

once everything got heated
you'll feel problems overcrowded
it's like you're being arrested
never again, will be accepted

you thought you've won single-handed
but actually you're long defeated
once you destroy what you created
no more can be done, but to be left stranded

in every single one you've dated
you'll eventually be blacklisted
it's not as perfect as it appeared
maybe this is how it's engineered

Monday, June 28, 2010

Mistake



Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh

I guess there's no point, saying this now
It's done and you're gone, this doesn't count
But now that you've gone away, I realize every day
I made a mistake, you're the best thing I've ever found

But now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Always a day too late

I'm done I know, for waiting this long
There's no explanation, for letting you go
And you were right all along, I missed you bad when you're gone
I finally opened my eyes and now I'm standing alone

And now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

When you were into me, I didn't want to be bothered
But now I finally see, but you've moved onto another
Now honestly I get, the reason why you left
But damn I wish I had you back cause

Now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

And now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you, but nobody's home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Always a day too late
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Always A Day Too Late

In The Morning



I can’t remember why we fell apart
From something that was so meant to be
Forever was the promise in our hearts
Now more and more I wonder where you are

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
I miss you

Still have your picture in a frame
Hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane
How I wish that you would call, to say

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
I miss you

I miss you
I miss you

(no more)
Loneliness and heartache
(no more)
Crying myself to sleep
(don't want no more)
Wondering about tomorrow
Won’t you come back to me
Come back to me

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
I miss you

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up, reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime

I Miss You

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Coming Undone




















things often strike like a cyclone
it will grow, and it will be known
i'm lying like a helpless stone
waiting to be draft, or to be blown

or maybe i'm an ice-cream cone
can't stand and stay on my own
i were once sitting on the throne
now memories are being ground and flown

hoping there's a you that i can clone
cause i hate it when i'm all alone
the feeling chills me to the bone
you'll understand, if you're in the zone

thought of picking up the phone
but i'm afraid of the busy tone
i regret for what i've shown
maybe i'm just a player on loan

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Living Memory



I didn't know what it meant to be alone
I didn't know till the day you've gone
That I could ever feel this miserable
Without you here with me

But now I'm standing looking in the mirror
Wondering whatever happened to our love
Deep down I thought that there would always be an us
Since you disappear I know

That time won't wait for no one
You gotta say what you want
If you were here with me now
I'd tell you you're the one
Cause you're the closest thing to an angel, that i've ever met
So don't you worry I'll never forget you

Although you can't be here by my side
I feel you near me when I close my eyes
So I won't let your memory come to an end
When I said forever, that's just what I meant
Forever
Forever
Always in my heart forever

Now every moment I'm imagining your face
And all the little silly things you used to say
This is the pain that I can barely tolerate
Never thought it'd be this rough

Now when I smile infront of people it's a fake
Cause deep inside I'm cryin for my baby
Its gonna be a while before I'm ok
Cause now that you're gone I know

That time won't wait for no one
You gotta say what you want
If you were here with me now
I'd say that you're the one
Cause you're the closest thing to an angel, that i've ever met
So don't you worry I'll never forget you

Although you can't be here by my side
I feel you near me when I close my eyes
So I won't let your memory come to an end
When I said forever, that's just what I meant

Won't let nothing come between us
No matter how long or how hard it gets
Don't you know you are the reason
That I walk, I breathe, I live, so

Although you can't be here by my side
I feel you near me when I close my eyes
So I won't let your memory come to an end
Cause when I said forever, forever's what I meant
Forever
Forever
Always in my heart forever

Forever's what I meant

Forever
Forever

Always In My Heart Forever

Solitude
















not sure what am i dealing
but it's definitely hurting
i'm at the fast lane speeding
but my heart still ain't healing

wanna get rid of the feeling
but i'm always day dreaming
in the room looking at the ceiling
no matter how i still ain't sleeping

it's my heart that you're stealing
i can't take no more teasing
gotta let 'em out, i can't stop writing
hope it delivers, the someone i'm reaching

it's the fact, that i'm constantly denying
knowing that, it's just so depressing
just let it go, i'm not willing
without you, my heart stop beating

Blurry















you're just so mesmerizing
everything you do, drop dead breathtaking
wherever you're around, it's so comforting
everything in you, exactly what i'm finding

problems keep accumulating
i know you're tired compromising
we just gotta learn more appreciating
cause it's a dead end we're approaching

everything we built, is slowly disassembling
all the memories, blurring and fading
in my world, everything is changing
deep down inside, i'm quietly dying

still being with you, i keep fantasizing
why would i let go, i keep on asking
everything's ok, god i'm lying
the best i ever had, is what i'm waving

Friday, June 25, 2010

Lost













look to my right
look to my left
nothing went right
nothing is left
called to shift sight
date a girl name steph
called to stop the fight
i'd rather be deaf

John Mayer



When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe

Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room
No she's not
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye

Wondering could you stay my love
Will you wake up by my side
No she can't
Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hands

Would you get them if I did
No you won't
Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
 

The Waking Up Is The Hardest Part
courtesy of misungo