Yesterday

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i
When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by, I stayed the same
But she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she’d say i will always love you

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she’d look my way
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me

Reality

So the story goes on down the less traveled road
It's a variation on the one I was told
And although it's not the same, it's awful close

In an ordinary fairytale land
There's a promise of a perfect happy end
And I imagine heaven just sort of that, it's better than nothing

So you'll be mine forever and almost always
And I'll be fine, just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently, I'll wake up every day just hoping that you still care

In the corner of my mind I know too well
That surely even I deserve the best
But instead of leaving I just put the issue to bed and out of my head

And just when I believe you've changed for good
Well you go and prove me wrong just like I knew you would
When I've run out of second chances you give me that look, and you're off the hook

Because you're mine forever and almost always
Well I'm fine, just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently, I'll wake up everyday just hoping that you still care

What am I still doing here
It's all becoming so clear

You'll be mine forever and almost always
It ain't right, to just love me when you can
I won't wait patiently, or wake up everyday just hoping that you'll still care

Forever and almost always
No it ain't right, to just love me when you can baby
Ain't gonna wait patiently, I won't wake up everyday just hoping that you'll still care

-scotTunes- 25

Title: Don't Leave Me Rose
Artist: Travis Garland
Album: Travis Garland Single
Rating: 9/10
Comment: Catchy..

-scotTunes- 24

Title: You Deserve Better
Artist: Sebastian Mego
Album: Sebastian Mego Single
Rating: 8/10
Comment: N/A

Overtime

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I would cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
Cause along may come a bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
I'm just waiting 'til the firing stopped
I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off

I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off
I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off

Mayday

I'm in here
Can anybody see me
Can anybody help
I'm in here
A prisoner of history
Can anybody help

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Living inside of me

I'm in here
I'm trying to tell you something
Can anybody help
I'm in here
I'm calling out but you can't hear
Can anybody help

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Living inside of me

I'm crying out
I'm breaking down
I am fearing it all
Stuck inside these walls
Tell me there is hope for me
Is anybody out there listening

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Living inside of me

Can't you hear my call
Are you coming to get me now
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me
I need you to hold
Living inside of me

I'm in here
Can anybody see me
Can Anybody Help.??

-scotTunes- 23

Title: Paid My Dues
Artist: Jackie Boyz
Album: Jackie Boyz Single
Rating: 8/10
Comment: Double Up

-scotTunes- 22

Title: And The Band Played
Artist: Jackie Boyz
Album: Jackie Boyz Single
Rating: 8/10
Comment: Double Up

If

I'm always here
Waiting for you all alone
Eyes of the night
Just to see, see you home

There's two of us in here
The only only
There's two of us in here
And it's only

I'm always here
All alone without you now
Lights of the night
Just to see you somehow

There's two of us in here
The only only
There's two of us in here
And it's only

Just you wait
Just you wait
Just you wait
Just you wait

(If you run)

I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
I'll wait for you

50/50

Finally the long awaited not-music-nor-poem post has arrived..

I used to think I've got nothing left that's capable to even make me think twice about leaving the place I've been living all my life..
I always thought that i can leave this pathetic land immediately without any hesitation if i had a chance..
But now that the departure is drawing closer..
And people have been telling me their thoughts about me leaving..
I just can't help but to think what would I miss out for making this biggest decision of a lifetime..
Of course I'm now taking a turn for the better..
But I'm just leaving so much behind that I never realize it's gonna be so hard for me to let go..

People under the same roof are helping me to reach the ultimate goal..
The father is digging half of the family's fortune for this risky investment..
People say failing should be at the end of the list..
No.. It can't and will not appear in MY list..
The mother just can't stop reminding what is best and should do next..
And just so you know.. You're not losing a son forever.. Hah.. I'll be back someday..
The siblings are backing up all the way..
Bet y'all are gonna be so dead  living without your most hyper bro..
Getting to know all these.. It's just so incredible..
But i can just sense this unwilling-ness to see the youngest child leave the shelter very much for good..

I've met all types of people..
Good and bad.. Sincere and deceptive.. Angel and devil..
But this particular group of people I'm sticking with is hell of a different breed..
These are the people you could never ask for to be as a friend..
But I.. I AM a friend..
You see meeting up with the same ol' people literally every single day for no good reasons and still find it enjoyable and funny..
Now you get the picture.??

Ahh my brother from another mother..
They say great minds think alike..
I say terrific minds think alike even under different circumstances..
We both came from a totally different background..
But raised with the same mentality..
We both are the definition of blood brothers..
And 'Mason'.. Hah I gave you that name..
You better not forget me as long as you're still being called after that..

I do realize I'm in the middle of a huge mistake..
But this wrong felt just so damn right..
This perfect little piece of puzzle just fits in my life so intimately that I just can't stop pulling it closer..
It seems I never regret for what I've done..
I only regret why didn't I started this soon enough to settle down and think what's the best step ahead..
Wondering why do heaven send me this perfect angel so late at this stage..
And i can only dream of having it as a part of me..
In the fairytale 'scottabelle'..

Now I know there must be some people which I missed out.. But don't worry..
It's because I can't squeeze out more brain juice to write all these emotional stuff which I usually don't..
I'll still remember every tiny bit of things that y'all did for me..
Not just all the simple farewell party thang.. It's everything we've been through before..
I am very very grateful and thankful for everything landed on me..
Right now I'm leaving a life that i believe many would crave for..
But well.. Humans gotta move on..
And continue walking the path till one point where we have to stop and think back and hopefully will hang a smile on the old wrinkly face..

Here signing out from Malaysia..
And Aussieland.....HERE COMES THE BOOM..
Peace out.. = )