Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Lesson # 1










once a while you'll find a special 'you'
someone you'd want and about to hook
but the last thing that you wanna do
is to add her as friend on facebook
cause once you view it a time or two
yeap, you found yourself a freakin' rook
social network is so sad but true
you'll probably pay more than you took

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Belief



When you feel you're alone
Cut off from this cruel world
Your instincts telling you to run

Listen to your heart
Those angel voices
They'll sing to you there'll be a guide back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

When you've suffered enough
And your spirit is breaking
You're growing desperate from the fight

Remember you're loved
And you always will be
This melody will bring you right back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

She Fucking Hates Me



Met a girl, thought she was grand
Fell in love, found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
After that, shit got sour
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feeling of bad, no

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

That's my story, as you see
Learned my lesson and so did she
Now it's over and I'm glad
Cause I'm a fool for all I've said

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She Tore My Feelings Like I Had None

She fucking hates me

Monday, December 6, 2010

Happy Birthday



I know misery can't change anything
So let's be honest
But somehow honesty has its own way to escape
Shut the door and not care about anything or anyone

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

I swear i still love you
And hates you at the same time
This feeling takes a very long time
To get myself back up

Scars left across my heart
Memories of you and me crashing through
But now all i can do is
Wish myself a happy birthday

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Salvation



When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you