Happy Birthday

I know misery can't change anything
So let's be honest
But somehow honesty has its own way to escape
Shut the door and not care about anything or anyone

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

I swear i still love you
And hates you at the same time
This feeling takes a very long time
To get myself back up

Scars left across my heart
Memories of you and me crashing through
But now all i can do is
Wish myself a happy birthday