Saturday, January 8, 2011

Drenched



Times before I walked through
The valley below the sun
I've wandered endlessly
And waited for my time to come

I think I'm drowning
Can someone lend a hand
Can someone save me
Cause I don't think I can

I've come too far to turn around
It's hard to reach for you
When I'm lying face down
I can't relieve my soul
I'm lost, I'm lost in a moment
Lying face down

Returning home I find myself
Wishing I was already gone
But how long does it take to find me
Well I'm waiting for someone

I think I'm drowning
Can someone lend a hand
Can someone save me
Cause I don't think I can

I've come too far to turn around
It's hard to reach for you
When I'm lying face down
I can't relieve my soul
I'm lost, I'm lost in a moment
Lying face down

I've come too far to turn around
It's hard to reach for you
When I'm lying face down
I can't relieve my soul
I'm lost, I'm lost in a moment
Lying, Lying

I've come too far to turn around
Lost in a moment
Lying face down

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Lesson # 1










once a while you'll find a special 'you'
someone you'd want and about to hook
but the last thing that you wanna do
is to add her as friend on facebook
cause once you view it a time or two
yeap, you found yourself a freakin' rook
social network is so sad but true
you'll probably pay more than you took

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Belief



When you feel you're alone
Cut off from this cruel world
Your instincts telling you to run

Listen to your heart
Those angel voices
They'll sing to you there'll be a guide back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

When you've suffered enough
And your spirit is breaking
You're growing desperate from the fight

Remember you're loved
And you always will be
This melody will bring you right back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

She Fucking Hates Me



Met a girl, thought she was grand
Fell in love, found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
After that, shit got sour
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feeling of bad, no

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

That's my story, as you see
Learned my lesson and so did she
Now it's over and I'm glad
Cause I'm a fool for all I've said

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She Tore My Feelings Like I Had None

She fucking hates me

Monday, December 6, 2010

Happy Birthday



I know misery can't change anything
So let's be honest
But somehow honesty has its own way to escape
Shut the door and not care about anything or anyone

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

I swear i still love you
And hates you at the same time
This feeling takes a very long time
To get myself back up

Scars left across my heart
Memories of you and me crashing through
But now all i can do is
Wish myself a happy birthday

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Salvation



When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Question



All I want to say is you're the satellite in my life
You don't have to lie and you don't have to cry anymore
Lost inside your eyes, the vision never dies
Oh just take my hand, we'll float in neverland

Then I hear you say
Let's live for the moment this time
Then you wanna keep me forever
Why don't you just make up your mind

You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why

You love to build me up
Just to tear me down
Wouldn't it be nice
If we found paradise someday

Then I hear you say
Let's live for the moment this time
Then you wanna keep me forever
Why don't you just make up your mind

You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why

Did I hear you say, you wanna be alone
Was this a mistake, how would we have known
I can hear you scream, you wanna be alone
I can hear you scream at me, scream at me

I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect

You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin

Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you

Monday, November 15, 2010

Bulletproof



With time to kill and an empty tomb
I always find a way to pass the time with you
Dark and smoky rooms
I can hardly stand the fumes

Telling me that you mean no harm
You stand me up like a crutch, another arm
But only when I'm gone
Have I been away too long

No, you don't belong to me, I think you lied to me
And with my back against this wall, it's hard to be strong
No, you'd tell me anything, look what you've done to me
Still I tell myself that tomorrow you'll be long gone

Any given time or place, I never will forget the disgrace
On your face so full of love, will it ever be enough
Ten feet tall and bulletproof, I never thought that I had a thing to lose
Well it looks like after all I'm gonna have to choose

No, you don't belong to me, I think you lied to me
And with my back against this wall, it's hard to be strong
No, you'd tell me anything, look what you've done to me
Still I tell myself that tomorrow you'll be long gone

You help pass the time, but I'm doing fine on my own
So there's no good reason why to live such a lie
Tell me have I been gone away too long

No, you don't belong to me, I think you lied to me
And with my back against this wall, it's hard to be strong
No, you'd tell me anything, look what you've done to me
Still I tell myself that tomorrow you'll be long gone

You don't belong to me, I think you lied to me
And with my back against this wall it's hard to be strong
You'd tell me anything, look what you've done to me
Still I tell myself that tomorrow you'll be long gone, long gone

Saturday, November 6, 2010

The Simple Truth



The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defenses systematically failed to withstand
Cause you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be all and end all

Love is only a feeling (Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing (It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway

The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed
That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I

Love is only a feeling (Drifting away)
But when I'm in your arms I start believing (It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway, anyway

Love is only a feeling (Drifting away)
And we've got to stop ourselves believing (It's here to stay)
Cause Love Is Only A Feeling
Anyway

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

What's What



















i'm clueless
not childish
i'm careless
not foolish
i'm selfless
not selfish

left helpless
you vanish
my weakness
you punish
pitch darkness
you furbish