Monday, February 14, 2011

The New Valentine's Anthem



My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path has lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To Be Alone

On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day

On a Valentine's Day (I used to be my own protection)
On a Valentine's Day (But not now)
On a Valentine's Day (Cause my mind has lost direction)
On a Valentine's Day (Somehow)

On a Valentine's Day (I used to be my own protection)
On a Valentine's Day (But not now)
On a Valentine's Day (Cause my mind has lost direction)
On a Valentine's Day (Somehow)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

You Said



It's been, it's been, it's been it's been
Su-su-such a long time, long time, long time
Since anybody touched me, touched me, touched me
The way that you touch me
So if I stutter, stutter, stutter
And I feel so so so unsexy
So maybe I'll just keep my mouth shut
At least until you kiss me

So kiss me again
Cause only you can stop this stut-stut-stut-stut-stuttering
Kiss me again
And ease my su-su su-su su-su su-su-su-suffering

I know I know
It's so it's so sy-sy-sy-sy-sy-symbolic of everything
Everything that's wrong with me and you
So tell me what I'm supposed to do
It's been ages since we've been really honest
But I can make ch-ch-ch-ch-changes if you really want this

So kiss me again
Cause only you can stop this stut-stut-stut-stut-stuttering
Kiss me again
And ease my su-su su-su su-su su-su-su-suffering

Kiss me again
Cause only you can stop this stut-stut-stut-stut-stuttering
Kiss me again
And ease my su-su su-su su-su su-su-su-suffering

Wednesday, January 26, 2011



What if there was no light
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

What if I got it wrong
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

That's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
That's right
How can you know it, if you don't even try
That's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life
That you don't want me there by your side

That's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
That's right
How can you know it, when you don't even try
That's right

That's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
That's right
You know that darkness always turns into light
That's right

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Face-Lift



Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling on your threads
And breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm, then brace it
If it's a broken heart, then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
And stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine, everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked, it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go on your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Are your thoughts results of static cling (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Is it mother nature's sewing machine (Go your own way)

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own)
Hell, no reason, go on and scream (Know your name)
If you're shocked, it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing (Go your own way)

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Drenched



Times before I walked through
The valley below the sun
I've wandered endlessly
And waited for my time to come

I think I'm drowning
Can someone lend a hand
Can someone save me
Cause I don't think I can

I've come too far to turn around
It's hard to reach for you
When I'm lying face down
I can't relieve my soul
I'm lost, I'm lost in a moment
Lying face down

Returning home I find myself
Wishing I was already gone
But how long does it take to find me
Well I'm waiting for someone

I think I'm drowning
Can someone lend a hand
Can someone save me
Cause I don't think I can

I've come too far to turn around
It's hard to reach for you
When I'm lying face down
I can't relieve my soul
I'm lost, I'm lost in a moment
Lying face down

I've come too far to turn around
It's hard to reach for you
When I'm lying face down
I can't relieve my soul
I'm lost, I'm lost in a moment
Lying, Lying

I've come too far to turn around
Lost in a moment
Lying face down

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Lesson # 1










once a while you'll find a special 'you'
someone you'd want and about to hook
but the last thing that you wanna do
is to add her as friend on facebook
cause once you view it a time or two
yeap, you found yourself a freakin' rook
social network is so sad but true
you'll probably pay more than you took

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Belief



When you feel you're alone
Cut off from this cruel world
Your instincts telling you to run

Listen to your heart
Those angel voices
They'll sing to you there'll be a guide back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

When you've suffered enough
And your spirit is breaking
You're growing desperate from the fight

Remember you're loved
And you always will be
This melody will bring you right back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

She Fucking Hates Me



Met a girl, thought she was grand
Fell in love, found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
After that, shit got sour
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feeling of bad, no

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

That's my story, as you see
Learned my lesson and so did she
Now it's over and I'm glad
Cause I'm a fool for all I've said

She fucking hates me
Trust
She fucking hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She Tore My Feelings Like I Had None

She fucking hates me

Monday, December 6, 2010

Happy Birthday



I know misery can't change anything
So let's be honest
But somehow honesty has its own way to escape
Shut the door and not care about anything or anyone

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

Sitting alone in an empty room
Let the phone be on hold for one night
Difficult, to erase pictures of memory
Can't allow my tears to shed through 12 in the morning

Happy birthday
I say to myself
Lit up the candle
So do loneliness

Happy birthday
Even tears melted
I wanna thank you for everything you gave
And everything you took away from me

Still loves you
Along with a bit of hatred
Still need more time
To sort things out

Scars of love
Reminiscence
Still i wish myself
A happy birthday

I swear i still love you
And hates you at the same time
This feeling takes a very long time
To get myself back up

Scars left across my heart
Memories of you and me crashing through
But now all i can do is
Wish myself a happy birthday

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Salvation



When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you